Told by: Amanda
Since the birth of my son, I have yet to have a successful pregnancy. I felt it appropriate to share some of my thoughts on my three early-term miscarriages. I want to put this experience out there for anyone who might be going through the same thing.
The following year I had two other pregnancies which resulted in miscarriage at four weeks. The hardest one of the three occurred right before my husband’s deployment. We spent a lot of time together in the month prior in preparation for his departure. We were elated to learn the day of the deployment that I had conceived. Within two weeks the child was lost. The hardest part was the realization that my husband was in a war-zone and that he could die and I would never again carry a child of his. I was devastated and fell into a crying mess. I can say that I was depressed for a while over this one. That was the last time I have conceived to date, and was over two years ago. At that time I was tested in every way possible and found that I am perfectly normal and that the fetus, along with the other two, likely was simply not viable.
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